A Better Me

All of my life I have fought. I have fought for attention, love, and companionship. I have fought for friends, family, support. The fight ended today! When the bible talks about the fighting the good fight, it's talking about faith. Faith in God. I now realize how precious time was wasted on pure miserable fights that I incur upon myself. This is the reason for being so tired. I fought myself. No one is and was the blame. I was merely fighting myself. 

I now release the fight upon myself. I release fear, doubt, and self-pity. I bring upon me hope. The hope of glory. The everlasting love that the savior wishes upon me. The joy that shall saturate my mind and the peace that shall cloud my thoughts. I no longer bring upon me battles that are not for me. I bring to me praise and worship. This is my language. This is my trust. This is my hope. No more tears of worry, fear, or hurt. But tears of laughter, joy, and love.

I thank you Lord for dispatching angels in form of human flesh to my aid. To teach me and yo guide me unto all truths. It's not about me. It's about you, Lord. The soon coming king. My savior. My Lord.